process
23 May

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No matter the piece or the end result it’s the art that we do for ourselves that wholly reflects us as people. It is that art which is purest, it is that art which holds the most magic, it is that art which connects on the deepest level.»
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i need to escape the bubble that my brain naturally puts me in - a cage of the desire to feel good about myself and about my art. i have to open myself up for critique and opinion to help me grow. it is a thing that feels dangerous, as if it was something threatening my existence, but it is a necessary step. in order to get help, i must also accept that i am going to be judged and criticised, and that is okay. i need to allow that. i need to let the negativity back in, and endure it. because i can not constantly run away from it. i can not be living in an illusion of being amazing, because i am not - at least at this point of my life.
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