as for the last couple of days i found myself lost, again, in the amount of choices and opportunities, i have to stop the neverending spin of thoughts.
now: i close my eyes, and i listen. i unplug myself from the tech drug, and i start where i am. there is nowhere else i can be. there is nobody else i could be. at this point, this reality is all i have got. and i want to crack myself open. i want to be vulnerable and authentic. i want to communicate myself without the shiny dust of 'i want everyone to see me that way'. i want to tune down the chatter, and i want to make my ego silent.
and no matter how scary it seems now, i feel compelled to share the real me. that will be the way forward.