(i am putting too much pressure on myself now)

(why is something trapped in the brackets feels like it's being said very very quietly?)

(i want to be able to be my own parent, but i am hiding under the table because this world is a little too frustrating and scary)

(i don't know if i can do this)

(there is too much stuff out there)

(i want a chocolate and also i want someone to get me from this warm and dark place where i am hiding, and hug me, and tell me everything will be okay)

(i want it to be me who will comfort me)