again and again and again: inspiration comes when you work. i want to run away again, and i need to do the opposite of what feels natural. compass, where are you pointing? what are you saying? i seem to have lost the connection with my direction. a temporary setback. it is temporary. do not give up do not give do not give up. keep going and it will get better. the worse things are getting, the closer the good stuff is. just around the corner.
just shut down your mind for snake whispers that tell you that you can't. you can, just as much as everyone else, you can. you are no better or worse, you are as capable as everyone else. the difference between you and the artists you admire is the amount of work they make, the amount of failures they went through and the passion the drives them. and you know you have got enough passion. you know you want it the most for yourself. you know now this is the thing you have to be doing. so do, make more, ignore the chatter, ignore the doubts, have faith. trust the universe, trust yourself and work hard.