i am learning how to listen to my body, getting very fat very quickly and learning to accept myself at any condition, allowing myself to eat everything and breaking out of a food trap. where is my inner voice? where is my compass? what does my body want me to know? what's wrong?

is it actually wrong to eat meat?

i wish i knew how not to make a drama out of everything. another thing i have yet to learn is to take it easy. stop taking everything so seriously. nothing is as important and nothing is as crucial as it feels.
baby, remember how we are emotional animals? we've got a brain, too. prefrontal cortex that makes us intellectual. other brain parts that allow to rise above all this.
everything keeps reconstructing inside of me, but a bit too fast for me to acknowledge.