applause! i let myself into a trap that i designed.

i think to ask those korean guys if they have a position available. cool if they have, huh? travelling the world and teaching korean kids drawing… sounds like a very unlikely dream.

i am crying.
i am allowed to feel anything in the world. even if i did it all to myself, i'm allowed to feel it. i'm allowed to be ugly and i'm allowed to be lonely. i'm allowed to be fat, miserable and depressed, i'm allowed to be nervous, i'm allowed to fail, i'm allowed to be sad about it. i'm allowed to be scared. i'm allowed to be me.