i don't remember anymore. i don't remember how you touched me, i don't remember the taste of your lips. i don't remember how it felt like to be yours. i don't remember how i loved you. i don't know if i do now, i know for sure i would still be hurt if i saw you with anyone else in the world. i am forgetting your piercing sight, i am forgetting your voice.

we lost each other forever, haven't we?
i am making such a drama out of us, like there was something bigger. like we ever had a chance, like we both loved each other enough. this is the most i've ever had, and it's not like that for you. i know there's more. i know there's deeper. i know there's better.

but i miss you baby, and it doesn't matter that what i feel are only the lumps of what there was before.
and i love you, but on a different level. everything goes away. here we go - i got over you, and it doesn't hurt anymore.