god damn it, why am i so anxious. so many emotions. this spanish fucker didn't even add me on facebook, and it made me sooo pissed, i wasn't even interested in him, but his ignore made me curious about him. psychology is a cunt.
i became scared now of being sick because of him. i'm an idiot, but i have to calm down. nothing has happened yet. and i know i am healthy and i am not pregnant. all is good. just don't do it like that next time. relax. those thoughts won't help you. you are okay.
and i fucking love Lewis still. and i want him, still. ah shit