god damn it Elena, stop. stop looking at him and his pictures and profile. stop looking at Kayla. it doesn't matter what happened between them, because you are not with Lewis anymore. it is behind you. it is past. it has no meaning in the real time. it has no influence on you now. you are digging the past, and you hate it, remember?

hey girl, you are okay. so many opportunities are in front of you. this pain will pass. it will go away. concentrate on your mind, concentrate on your body. concentrate on your art. concentrate on the feeling free and light, on your strength, on your vision. we are in no rush. you are beautiful. you are fit. you are sexy as fuck. you are amazing. you can do anything in the world.