а еще напоследок напишу выдранные из контекста, но очень важные мысли, которые витают вокруг меня всей этой осенью, являющиеся духовным завершением года в той или иной мере.

embrace not having a purpose
embrace conflict
embrace the suck
learn unlearn relearn
take the pressure off of "what is this for"

in order to become a butterfly, a caterpillar digests itself inside of the cocoon and grows a couple thousand times more cells than it had - is it a real-life reincarnation? how to see afterlife knowing that?

cultivating empty space. my body is a temple, and my soul is a temple, and there has to be emptiness inside of my being as a negative space. matter and antimatter. all is one, all is united.

most of human beings sense when you aren't being honest and open with them, they can instinctively tell that a person is hiding something, and they dislike that

it is unhealthy to keep erasing negative thoughts about myself or replace them with positive ones - gotta trust myself and in myself instead of having a high self-esteem

raise awareness around the story

more idea sex in my life

носки - это тряпочки на ноги

радикальная искренность как бунт против пропитавшей воздух насквозь фальши. ценность возрастает с глубиной.

i identify myself through my addictions and weaknesses
eyes are merely an illusion of the inner life
listening to your heart is not always sexy
chronos vs kairos - cultivate momentum, take a deep breath

talk to strangers, expose yourself to everything that seems foreign and alien and different

religion is a huge virtual reality game

you have to unbalance to achieve balance cause balance is about the movement

удовольствие не может быть самоцелью, равно как счастье, успех или богатство, потому что является побочным эффектом достижения смысла

человек есть то, чем он становится в деле, которое сделал своим.