the weirdest symbiosis of different energies made today beautiful, calm, magnificent. it is odd considering there is absolutely no objective reason for me to be happy - nothing has happened, i am being very irresponsible and unproductive the whole day, still nothing shines bright in the future, even less so.
but oh glory do i feel wonderful, swinging in the realms of shining twinkles. this sensation is inexplicably marvellous. i am watching softened daylight illuminating the city, taking deep inhales of this warm air, and having absolutely no worries. it's not that everything is magically great and working out all of a sudden, it's quite the opposite really, but i am accepting those strange emotions for what they are, and letting go.